jus updating again for the sake of it.too lazy to type what's been going on.re-exams were ok...at least im going to sec 4 next year.haha.havent been doing much.shopped in bangkok.been lazing around.went to my friend's house yesterday.haven't seen him for long time.banged on his drums.now im stoning decideing what to do with the rest of the day.maybe ill update properly later.
remember feeling low.remember all the feelings and the day they stopped
play ME something;
it's ok to be angry and never let go, it only gets harder the more that you know. when you get lonely if no one's around,you know that i'll catch you when you're falling down.We came together but you left alone,and i know how it feels to walk out on your own.Maybe someday i'll see you again and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
play ME something;
play ME something;
i closed my eyes and watched the sun die,
remembered the hurt of the pain in your eyes.
could i deny what we had was forever?
and live my days in cold surrender?
let shrouds of black shadows engulf my soul,
i refused to let go of what i could never control.
to have drowned in regret to have walked only by sight,
and raged against the dying of light.
And now i'd travel to the edge of infinity's hand,
if only to see you smile,my star at the sky's end.
if i could travel back to those wintery decembers,
i'd make the world see we were meant for each other.
play ME something;
Have you ever bothered to realize how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you insideand miss you so deeply
My mind is always curious aboutthe way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,I look back once again.
All the time I held you in my arms,I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me withall of your charms.
Every little kiss from youwas like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,it all belonged to you!
It's funny, all those little thingsI never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,or the first time we kissed.
I guess that what I'm trying to say,is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,or not to know if you're ok.
I want you to understandthat I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,no matter how many mileswe may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place in my heart.
play ME something;
i feel my heart is broken,and the tears i've cried gone cold.i think about the memories we've shared but now their crumpled and old.You gave me strength,made me brave,for you i would face the world,the touch of yuor hand it gave me courage,your smile it made me bold.
But since that day you left,taken away from me.My world is full of hatred and angst at the thought of what we could be.Without you i have lost my purpose,my life no longer has meaning,my soul longs for something more but now it's withered and dying.I loved you so dearly,you were my star,but i guess it could never be.the only thing i have left of you,is this deep and painful scar.i wish you would come back to me,i dream it everynight.but all this time i was pretending,so much for my happy ending.
play ME something;